Were you able to turn your life over to a Higher Power on sheer faith alone? What caused you to have this faith?
When I was first in program, I heard the slogan, "Act As If." It didn't mean anything to me until I really needed my higher Power the first time.
My husband and I were stuck at our cottage 1 1/2 miles away from civilization, on a dirt road with no telephone: Our vehicle wouldn't start. He'd been working on it for over 45 minutes and each time he tried to start it, the engine wouldn't turn over. Because we were supposed to be home at a specific time (his children from a previous marriage were going to be returned then), I was getting more and more upset.
My anxiety was so bad, I decided to surrender. For the first time since joining program, I asked God (HP) for help. I remember thinking, "God, they tell me to act as if, so I need to trust (you). Please help us to get the van running so we can get home in time for the boys."
I remember very clearly where I was sitting when this took place. I was on our outside steps, facing my husband while praying to God. Shortly after I said the prayer, the van started.
Such occurrences have happened for me each time I've tried since. As a result, over time, the experiences have made it easier for me to trust God (HP). With trust, came my faith.
I know, down to my very core, that God will take care of me. I also recognize (and accept) the results may not always be the way I want them to be.
My belief and acceptance didn't happen overnight. It's come about as I've grown into the spiritual being I am today. I am a wondrous spiritual being, evolving - as long as I work my program.
I look forward to seeing what's next!
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